These verses caused me to break down and cry like I've not done in a long time. The first thing that made me take a deep breath was the Psalmist's thoughts from verses 40-46. Have you ever wondered why bad things happen to good people? Seriously! There are days when my pain is so great and I plead and cry out for God to heal me but he doesn't. From Psalm 106 & 107 there are some interesting thoughts that make for great meditation.
Trouble comes to people to make them humble. Hum! I'm the least humble person I know. Suffering draws us back to God and away from the secular allurements of the world. It seems when I need help God is so far from me. I'm also suppose to revive my prayers and their true purpose--to help others with needs. Suffering reminds me that God is the only one that can help me when I can't help myself. And when I can't take any more, I submit my will to Christ's and feel His compassion wash over me like a strong, warm wave at the beach.
When in distress, I wander and get lost until I call out from despair and sorrow in my soul. When I became foolish and rebellious, no matter how ungodly I acted, God breaks through my suffering and helps me.
God has done so much for me in 57 years. Some people don't believe one should talk about their illnesses as if it gives the disease or illness power. God wants us to stand and when we've done all else stand even if there's fear. Fear should not prevent us from facing sickness, disease, or even death. That's not so. I do believe certain people are chosen to suffer more than others as a testimony to God's compassion and power for our well-being. This sounds simple and maybe even foolish but I'll either be completely healed in present eternity or after death in the presence of God in future eternity. Healing now or healing in God's presence, there will be healing for Christians believing in God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. The numbers in parentheses are counting the number of blessings and trials I've faced.
The life-threatening instances (1)began at birth. My mother was dying from a difficult 3-day labor. The doctor told my family he might be able to save me but not my mother. Divine intervention brought both of us through preparing my parents for another life-threatening illness. (2)When I was 3 years old, in February 1955, I contracted poliomyelitis that led to encephalitis and a 7-day coma with relentless unrelenting fever as high as 105.6 degrees Fahrenheit. The doctors told my family there was nothing else they could do. They should do what was necessary for my "passing." On the 8th day I woke up and when I started the first grade, I went to school on my own. No crutches, no wheel chair! I walked to school and have been walking well until 1988. My family spent much time in prayer and faith, and this and God's mercy saved my life.
(3)My parents fought, Dad left for days and didn't even come home to get groceries. My Mom worked as a seamstress so she brought work home with her. When my father's alcoholism took great hold on him it affected the rests of us even now into adulthood. I left home to get away from alcoholism and the abuse that hurts so much. I could handle the physical pain but the emotional pain was the worst.
(4) I got married when I was 18 and had my first child when I was 19. This was an amazing moment to see the precious little life I'd carried for nine months. She became my very existence. We had fun everyday. She always woke up cheerful and happy. My second child was born a little more than 2 years later. When she was born my husband walked in one day and said, "I want a divorce. I don't love you. I never did." This almost did me in. The divorce end only after 4 years.
I met a wonderful man who told me he fell in love with me the minute he saw me and we were married 1 1/2 months later. We have been married 33 years working on 34 years. And I am blessed. He takes care of my every need. (5)You see, I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, an incurable debilitating disease--a chronic progressive entity. I also became depressed. I was 38 years old and I thought my life was over. I finally got a hold of the depression and went back to college. I got my MED in Technological Studies. I started teaching high school and I loved it! My fourth year teaching I developed Type II Diabetes and could no long stand on feet because of diabetic ulcers. I tried teaching at the college level in my mobility scooter for 3 years part-time but the stress was too much so, I've retired on disability.
In March of 2009, I thought I was going home to be with the Lord. I was admitted to St. Mary's Hospital, in a semi-comatose state that worsened. I was in kidney failure, had encephalitis, had pneumonia and a collapsed lung, had septicemia (strep infection in the blood), fever of 104.0 degrees Fahrenheit. There were other things wrong but I think you might get the picture. I was in the hospital for 1 month before going home. But I did go home. I'm taking care of my kidneys and my diabetic ulcers. And I'm praising God for all He's done for me.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Biblescopes for 17th, December
Biblescope for 17th
From Psalms 17, 47, 77, 107, 137 & Proverbs 17
Biblical Life Sign if born on 17th: Apple
Biblical Personality Characteristics if born on 17th:
You:
Biblescope for everyone today 12/17/09: Today, the Lord will hear your righteous plea and give an ear to each of your prayers. The Lord will see what is right and truthful and He will vindicate you against your foes. Though you make promises that will sometimes be hard to keep, you have the Lord Jesus to help you keep those promises. Call to the Lord, and you know He will answer you. In doing this, Heavenly Father, You show me the wonder of Your great love and You will save those who take refuge in You. Praise God today, with a shout of joy from deep in your heart. We have been chosen to be His children and the bride to His Son Jesus. God loves songs of praise and adoration from His people. Our songs should be filled with thankfulness and psalms of purest praise.
If today you feel God isn't listening, His favor is gone or His unfailing love has vanished, search your heart for the song of praise and reverence. Today is a good day for meditation on God's mighty works. There is so much to thank God for that we can't express all of these things. However, we can close our eyes and meditate on Him and Him alone.
From Psalms 17, 47, 77, 107, 137 & Proverbs 17
Biblical Life Sign if born on 17th: Apple
Biblical Personality Characteristics if born on 17th:
You:
- are a good intercessor who waits & listens for God to answer you;
- do not hesitate to confess your sins to God or seek His face;
- always turn from violence;
- always stay on the path God has planned for you;
- are the apple of God's eye;
- know that God's protection is far greater a purpose than helping you avoid pain;
- have the right to ask God to save you from your enemies;
- prepare and store up wealth for the future and the well-being for future generations;
- look forward to the day when all can see God's face;
- believe life after death is eternity with with God.
Biblescope for everyone today 12/17/09: Today, the Lord will hear your righteous plea and give an ear to each of your prayers. The Lord will see what is right and truthful and He will vindicate you against your foes. Though you make promises that will sometimes be hard to keep, you have the Lord Jesus to help you keep those promises. Call to the Lord, and you know He will answer you. In doing this, Heavenly Father, You show me the wonder of Your great love and You will save those who take refuge in You. Praise God today, with a shout of joy from deep in your heart. We have been chosen to be His children and the bride to His Son Jesus. God loves songs of praise and adoration from His people. Our songs should be filled with thankfulness and psalms of purest praise.
If today you feel God isn't listening, His favor is gone or His unfailing love has vanished, search your heart for the song of praise and reverence. Today is a good day for meditation on God's mighty works. There is so much to thank God for that we can't express all of these things. However, we can close our eyes and meditate on Him and Him alone.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Biblescope for 12, 2009
Biblescope for 12/14/09 From Psalms 14, 44, 74, 104, 134, & Proverbs 14 Biblical Life Sign:
Treasure Chest:Biblical Personal Characteristics:
You:
From scripture:
Seek to know God's heart;
The man who is a fool says, "There is no God!" But you know who the fools are. Stay way from them. Follow God's precepts, and live a stable life including what is right listen to noble and
Treasure Chest:Biblical Personal Characteristics:
You:
From scripture:
Seek to know God's heart;
- have tendency to doubt God's presence in difficult times & put focus on prosperity of the ungodly and ungrateful;
- remind the poor and helpless that God is a safe refuge and they run to Him each time they are lonely;
- hope in the promise that God will restore our fortunes;
- see God's face as a light that covers all your sins;
- trust in the Lord for all your needs;
- praise God to others explaining why He means so much to you;
- never give up on God and answers that are needed for you;
- remember, God knows the secrets of your heart--all of them; and He loves you just the same;
- are not afraid to ask God to remember His promises and when times seem to be especially painful that the water swells in on you and it's crunching into you with great force.
- Are not afraid ask God for for things
The man who is a fool says, "There is no God!" But you know who the fools are. Stay way from them. Follow God's precepts, and live a stable life including what is right listen to noble and
Just a Note:
Please excuse my lack of posting Biblescopes for the past few days. I have been sick and can hardly hold me eyes open. I may skip the Biblescopes and just put your information pertaining to the day you were born: Please forgive me.
Biblescope for Psalm 13, 2009
Biblescope for December 13, 2009
For Psalm 13, 43, 73, 103, 133, & Proverbs 13
Biblescope Life Signs (for those born on the 13th): Flower in Half bloom
Biblical Personality Characteristics:
You:
For Psalm 13, 43, 73, 103, 133, & Proverbs 13
Biblescope Life Signs (for those born on the 13th): Flower in Half bloom
Biblical Personality Characteristics:
You:
- will find strengthen from God, when despair affects him/her, finding peace by talking to God & seeking answers from the Word;
- find help to regain perspective & put hope in God's unfailing love;
- look to God's light and truth to guidance;
- sometimes lose vision to follow God's plan & path;
- find it easy to keep you heart pure and you hands clean;
- sometimes find yourself envying the prosperous & wealthy;
- have a beast-like temperament when your heart grieves and the spirit is embittered;
- have hope for healing and forgiveness for sins;
- remember that your sins are moved as far as the east is from the west; and
- trust in God's eternal compassion & deals with our humanity from His heart through His Son Christ Jesus.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Biblescope for the 12th of December
Biblescope for the 12th
From Psalms 12, 42, 72, 102, 132, and Proverbs 12
The Biblical Sign for those born on the 12th: A Wise Owl
The Biblical Personal Characteristics for those born on the 12th:
You:
Today, don't be overwhelmed by loneliness but instead, strengthen yourself with love from family and friends. God will rise up and protect you with His provisions for your safety. Take hope in the Word of God--His Son, Jesus Christ. Take heed to listen to the voice of God. Let your soul thirst for the Lord as a deer pants for water and then you will be filled.
The Words of the Lord are flawless like silver refined seven times. The Lord will protect you from those who are deceitful. When you find yourself feeling lonely, seek help from other believers. If you are tempted to tell a lie no matter how big or how small, God does not overlook lies in any form.
Allow your thirst to be taken care of by your obedience in seeking God. If you're feeling depressed, meditate on God's goodness. Make a list, pray over that list; remember, as you focus on God's abilities to answer you and lift you up from a depressed state of mind, put your hope in Christ. For by day, God shows His love to me and at night He sings me to sleep. There is no reason for you to doubt His love for you. You will praise Him and adore Him forever.
From Psalms 12, 42, 72, 102, 132, and Proverbs 12
The Biblical Sign for those born on the 12th: A Wise Owl
The Biblical Personal Characteristics for those born on the 12th:
You:
- have a winning attitude and experience great victories;
- show wisdom when making choices & direction taken for your life;
- practice truth & live honorably as a peacemaker;
- are a great friend putting other's ahead of yourself;
- have the ability to heal & restore relationships as well as the physical body;
- have a tendency to isolate yourself when facing troubles and trials;
- are anointed to live above the pull of the world;
- forgive easily and go the extra mile more often than not;
- practice obedience and live safely;
- have confidence in the Lord for all things in your life.
Today, don't be overwhelmed by loneliness but instead, strengthen yourself with love from family and friends. God will rise up and protect you with His provisions for your safety. Take hope in the Word of God--His Son, Jesus Christ. Take heed to listen to the voice of God. Let your soul thirst for the Lord as a deer pants for water and then you will be filled.
The Words of the Lord are flawless like silver refined seven times. The Lord will protect you from those who are deceitful. When you find yourself feeling lonely, seek help from other believers. If you are tempted to tell a lie no matter how big or how small, God does not overlook lies in any form.
Allow your thirst to be taken care of by your obedience in seeking God. If you're feeling depressed, meditate on God's goodness. Make a list, pray over that list; remember, as you focus on God's abilities to answer you and lift you up from a depressed state of mind, put your hope in Christ. For by day, God shows His love to me and at night He sings me to sleep. There is no reason for you to doubt His love for you. You will praise Him and adore Him forever.
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